If the eyes are the window to the soul, I was window-shopping
Soul
searching
Left with no option
Closed curtain
.....
My heart was a target
My soul,
deep and dark as a tar-pit
Made for enduring heartbreaks and hardships
Until
you smiled at me....
That was when the fire spark lit
My entire heart skipped
and
plummeted
And my stomach was feeling car sick
I
didn't think that it was love,
just lust
And that my feelings would be brushed like dust under the
carpet
That's how it started
Or it began
Not believing that you're the reason
for being all I am
And now I think about my past, present and future
And how much
time would have to pass to make my present my past so that you're present in my
future
But I'm hesitant to make these feelings evident
Ever since I had my
heart broke and I still have the bandage as evidence
But I believe that she's
heaven sent
With a smile so bright, it can fully eclipse the sun's light
Some
might think they can achieve it in one night
But it takes time
Sure it's easy
to make rhymes
Talking about it, but I couldn't walk a straight line
Because
I'm so intoxicated by her presence
And the mere fragrance of her essence
Not just her physical, but spiritual form
What seed was planted
for this miracle to be born?
Just the thought of us being together, so ecstatically
collaborated
Had me thinking that the love I used to know was just dramatically
elaborated
But the love that she has for me is why my anatomy is
animated
Meaning I nearly died
but I'm clearly alive
The reason being that
she's my reason for being
Not seeing the truth
because love is blind and I
needed the proof
I was glad to witness that my image of self
Went from rags to
riches, no material wealth
Because the most you can spend on any woman is
time
If I could go back and show that to any woman of mine
I'd be sure to
capture that moment in time with my Kodak
And let the picture unfold.....
So what you all think? I apologize for the way it's laid out, it probably made for some difficult reading. I promise that when I have some quality 'alone time' I'll put an actual video up of me reciting this. Do any of you have an interesting hobby? Competed in any talent shows? Have some poetry to share? Let me know!
*sidenotes* For some reason, when I first started writing rhymes/poetry/whatever you want to call it, it all dealt with love and loss and had a real 'emo' feel to it (well to me at least). I found it odd because I've been single for years and years and this subject isn't something that my mind dwells on...I just find the topic to make for some interesting writing I guess....meh
So what you all think? I apologize for the way it's laid out, it probably made for some difficult reading. I promise that when I have some quality 'alone time' I'll put an actual video up of me reciting this. Do any of you have an interesting hobby? Competed in any talent shows? Have some poetry to share? Let me know!
*sidenotes* For some reason, when I first started writing rhymes/poetry/whatever you want to call it, it all dealt with love and loss and had a real 'emo' feel to it (well to me at least). I found it odd because I've been single for years and years and this subject isn't something that my mind dwells on...I just find the topic to make for some interesting writing I guess....meh
This is really good. :)
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